I WANT TO HAVE YOUR SOUL LOVE FOR WHOLE LIFE

Someone to watch over me I Am Alone!

I Felt Like I Was Being Used!

Hot Summer Will Kill Me! I Want Coldness

Love is like the wind, you can't see it but you can feel it

"Amazing and Beautiful

not a flower or a tree

much prettier than that

and only i can see

Loving and Caring

right down to the Core 

Filling me with happiness

and so much more...

Eyes are so stunning 

cann't look away 

Gorgeous and Shining 

all throughout the day. Here In Your arms 

Is Where i belong.

The Beating of Your heart 

is like a Beautiful song..!!!

love is brutal when I hovered over you like a destroyer,'

you took wicked delight in my moans, claiming 

to want me in your mouth, in your throat, in your belly 

& moaned in echo when I pulled you off by the roots 

of your hair, not wanting our desire to end 

in a sticky glaze on your tongue 

love is brutal when I hovered over you like a destroyer, 

my hands full of your naked, dewy flesh, 

my mouth tasting the tips of your indelicate fruits 

until it abridged the locking of our loins, 

pounding like savages, speaking in foreign tongues! 

Our love is like a song, we'll remember, and sing back to each other!

You have come to me from a distant land,

Dreamer of dreams, to fill my heart’s desire,

Sweet music flowing from your nimble hand

That plays within... to light my passion's fire.

A symphony of word and thought you bring.

Excitement builds upon crescendo's sound,

Brought forth in tones to make my light heart sing

For all the beauty that, with you, I've found.

A life is changed in just an instant's time,

All darkness fled before that brilliant sun

That shines from spoken words of softest rhyme

And speaks of treasures, only just begun.

This mystic meeting gives my heart a glow

That few have seen and only you will know.

A LOVING PEACE FROM YOU

You buried my shame in the depth of the sea

And cast my fears to the bed of the ocean.

You carried my hopes to the end of the earth

And enriched my pride with the fruits of love.

As far as the east is from the west,

You removed past guilt from my mind.

As far as the heaven is from the earth,

You sever shame from the contents of my thoughts.

As you build up my faith, mountain high,

You deeply warm my heart with a wondrous smile.

And now, being crowned in the comfort of your love,

You make me rollick in the safety of your arms.

And now, being crowned in the comfort of your love,

You make me rollick in the safety of your arms.

 

When the moon is not full, the stars shine more brightly

You came to me a broken mess

You still aren’t fixed the way I was hoping yet

But girl don’t hide your scars and flaws

Because they’re making me love you more 

It’s always been more than getting you into bed

Damn I can’t believe some of the things I’ve said

All these romantic, soft and cheesy things

But I want you to know and love isn’t an easy thing

Strip you down so to keep you warm I have to hold you tighter than ever

Hear the rain tapping on the window I hope it gets louder and wetter

Girl I’ve never been happier

Softly kissing on your neck like a romantic Dracula

Staying up late

Talking about random stuff just happy being with each other

I know how you like to be touched babe

So I sneak under the covers 

Touch you in ways you’ve never been touched before

Baby you have no reason to be insecure

You’re the most beautiful girl in the world

But your flaws are making me love you more

I love waking up with you wearing my shirt

Taking care of each other sharing the hurt

You heal me and I heal you

Can You Feel Me Now-:)

Your fingers dip below my waist,
travelling at a sensuous pace.
The lower you go, 
my anticipation builds.
My heart beats faster
bracing for the thrill. 

Your touch has me moaning,
begging for more.
Your hot passionate kisses;
I simply adore. 

I feel it, I feel you,
as I crest on high.
Only you can take me,
on this incredible ride.

Baby, do it again,
and again and again. 
I never get enough
of this delight sin.

A Way to Beat the Heat

Lay me down,
get ready to play.

Do you have the 
energy,
cause I got all day. 

Lead me where you
want us to go,

I'm ready and willing,
let's take it slow.

"A Hug! A Day Keeps The Meanies Away"

Kelvin gulped hard, as he gazes at the ring in his grasp, the precious stone on the ring is only a smidgen littler than a bruised eye pea. He beyond any doubt hopes Katie likes it. This is not the ring he had imagined to propose to her with, yet it was the best his cash could purchase. He gazes at himself in the mirror with repugnance, and murmured "Weakling", at his appearance. At this moment he wishes the main reason he is stowing away apprehensive in the men's washroom of a five-star eatery was a direct result of the trepidation of her not tolerating the modest precious stone ring, if that was the situation, it would have been exceptional on the grounds that then he can spare some more and purchase her a superior one. Be that as it may, that is not the situation, its more confused than that. What's more, he knows she will acknowledge any ring from him, he knows she is not out for his cash. He giggled at the idea, making a sound that sounded more like a cry than a chuckle. Katie definitely knows he doesn't have much. Furthermore, in particular she is a free woman. He took a full breath and wishes he can manage without her and simply overlook the proposition, however he knows he can't, on account of a second without her resemble going a hour without breath. He needs to advise her.

He felt his heart bringing hard up in his mid-section, and his hands shaking wildly, making a decent attempt to keep the ring from falling. Should he advise her before he proposes? Then again if he simply ahead and request that her wed him without letting her know, after all what she doesn't know won't hurt her. He shook his head, and the sweat advancing from his head to his cheek took another course as others take after significantly. Wow the trepidation of losing Katie's adoration certain swings me to a vegetable, he thought as he puts the ring in his pocket. He strolls to the sink and turns on the water, sprinkling some all over. He grinned, as a memory of Katie's grin flashes before his eyes.

Katie, his solid willed, merciful and adoring Katie, with her delightful voice and enthralling grin. Their adoration wasn't generally unexplainable adoration, indeed he recollects how she had given him so much hard time in the congregation, where he had been going to exploit the welfare office to get nourishment and free money for medication and liquor, not minding on the off chance that he was going to discover a spot to lay his head. He recalls how she had told the Reverend and the congregation individuals from his reason of going to their congregation, express gratitude toward God for their generous heart, since it was their kind hearts that had won him to Christ. He is just so thankful he is not that individual any longer. Goodness the amount he had transformed; he recently knows it must be God.

He delayed in the middle of pouring water all over and knew he needed to advise her. He will simply need to trust God not to make her disdain him. He snatches a paper towel, wipes his face and hands and tossed it in the garbage, wishing life was that simple, to toss out all that you've ever done wrong, and nobody ever discovers. He murmured as he advanced once more into the lounge area where Katie was sitting tight for him.

As he strolls into the lounge area he saw her give the server a saved grin as he fills her glass. The eatery light over her sparkles down her hair, giving it a highlight that makes her brunette hair look much like a rapidly spreading fire red. He gazes at her delicate lovely celestial face, and wondered about how the exhausted look and the fake grin couldn't put a gouge on her magnificence. She took a taste of her beverage as the server leaves, putting down her glass nimbly, she runs her tongue around her lips, attracting his regard for her delicate and tasty mouth. The light diagrams all the attractive delicate points of her mouth, making him wish he could taste her lips. He felt a thousand butterflies in his stomach as he expand his pace towards her. Goodness God help me. He thought as he strolls nearer. Like enchantment she turns her head to him, and as her look fell on his, her face lights up and a bona fide grin break through her hot lips, his heart skipped, he got himself as he was going to swing back to hunt down who she was grinning at. He thinks about how her grin can even now find him napping regardless of dating her throughout recent months. He really wanted to trust he would get use to she was his, in the wake of wedding her and seeing her close by consistently. He strolls to their table and sat, never taking his eyes off her, apprehensive this may very well be the last time he sees her.

"Am sad I was away for long" Kelvin apologized taking her hand and kissing it tenderly, his eyes still settled on her wonderful face.

"Goodness that is alright, you are back now and that is the only thing that is in any way important." Katie reacted never losing the provocative grin. He wishes he doesn't need to advise her. He let go of her hand and fix his shoulder knowing he was going to make the best choice, by letting her know.

"So where were we?" Kelvin asked, purchasing enough time to summon the bravery to advise her.

"We were discussing the record bargain, and the likelihood of moving to New York. Goodness! Kevin I can hardly wait. I know it's enormous and unnerving yet it's the two of us together. What's more, I know we can confront anything." There was probably in his heart that Katie adores him, it's generally composed over her face at whatever point she takes a gander at him. Be that as it may, he really wanted to think about how solid her affection for him was? Thinking about whether it will be sufficiently solid to withstand what she is going to get some answers concerning him.

"Better believe it, um Katie I need to let you know something critical." He felt a wound of agony in his heart as her grin faltered for the first run through.

"Is there something incorrectly?" She asked him as she sought his eyes inquiringly

"No, yet I will welcome it in the event that you guarantee not to interfere with me." He advised her imploring her in his heart to say no.

"Alright I guarantee." Kelvin's heart sank. He willed his mouth to open as he tries to talk at first and nothing turned out, he tries once more.

"Gee Katie I –

He saw Katie's eyes go over his head before he felt the touch on his shoulder and by one means or another he just knew everything is going to turn out badly.

He turned back, and before he saw her face he knew who it was at that point. Why didn't God allow him to be prepared for this minute. Why did things need to go this way. He wishes the ground could open and swallow him as he gazes into her wrath filled eyes. He looked pass her to his youth companion, Jamie who was remaining close to her defensively. He asks why he would need to hurt him this terrible.

"What's happening here Kevin. Furthermore, who is she? "She asked, indicating a strong, ineffectively manicured, excessively painted finger at Katie.

Kevin glanced back at Katie as she gazed tentatively into his apprehension stricken eyes. What's more, wished God would take him out of this circumstance, in light of the fact that right now no one but God can help him.

"Katie would you be able to please pardon me for some time?" Kevin asked standing up gradually. He saw individuals from other table gazing at them, some taking a gander at Tommy and Jamie in loathing.

"Kindly would we be able to take this outside.?" Kevin asked them holding Tommy's hand and pulling her tenderly as he tries to leave.

"No Kevin, I need to know who she is and I need to know it now. "She let him know, raising her voice and pulling more glace from individuals around. Kevin knew whether he didn't handle this deliberately it was going to go from terrible to more terrible.

"Tommy I guarantee I will disclose everything to you outside, please simply don't bring about a scene." Kevin argued. He knows she is such a twit, yet one spot he doesn't need her making any dramatization is right here before Katie. He stole a look at her, and saw her taking a gander at them befuddled and uneasy.

"No Kevin, I need to know who this bitch is." As she talks, she strolls towards Katie furiously.

"What's going on Kevin?" Katie asked standing up as Kevin pulls Tommy Back

"If it's not too much trouble Katie I Promise I will clarify in a minute, simply please take a seat." Katie Obeyed as he begged her.

Kevin dragged hard this time pulling Tommy with him, yet they didn't get far, as Tommy is as solid as he seems to be.

"Don't you dear drag me Kevin, so this is the thing that I get for dealing with you for quite a long time. I left town to deal with my withering mother and you dump me for this terrible thing."

"OK Kevin, I need to know who he is and what this is about? Katie let him know holding up.

"He! he? did she simply call me a he. Am a she you dazzle bitch, and am his better half, beau stealer.

"What is he discussing? Katie asked gazing at Kevin in dismay making a decent attempt not to trust was experiencing her head. Two strong security folks strolled up to them.

"What, did she simply call me a he once more? Tommy took a stab at hurrying at her again however the securities held her back. "Let me at that bitch, let me at her."

"Would you be able to all please take this outside?" The tallest Security fellow solicit, as he let go from Tommy.

"Am so sad about the aggravation" Kevin told the security fellow as he held Katie's hand and lead her outside with Tommy and Jamie taking after firmly behind him.

It was frigid, however Kevin didn't try putting on his coat as he helped Katie into hers. Now he could feel nothing. He made a decent attempt to prevent the tears from streaming, however they appear to have their very own brain as they continued coming.

"Kevin what's going on? Katie asked as he dismisses to wipe the irritating tears from his face so she won't see it.

"He is gay, moderate bitch." Kevin was stunned when Jamie talked, he could scarcely trust his adolescence companion would need to hurt him along these lines. What transpired their years of companionship. He had let him know God has transformed him, and that Katie was his reality; how might he be able to not comprehend that. How might he be able to not trust him.

"What? Katie asked, as her eyes went from Tommy's modest dress, then went through jamies sorry excuse of a hair do, lastly settles on his eye's with mistrust as the entire situation sank in.

"Yes you heard me right, he is gay and that is his sweetheart." Jamie included

"You are gay?" Kevin Saw the skepticism, disturb, and outrage in her face and knew it can just take God to bring back that affection that was dependably in her eyes when she takes a gander at him.

"Was, I was gay. Am so sad Katie I attempted to let you know such a variety of times however I just proved unable. Am a changed man now, and I need you to know I adore you so much and you are the only thing that is important to me now. They were my past. that was who I was. Be that as it may, this is me now, the one you became hopelessly enamored with. Am truly a changed man Katie. What's more, I super do love you." Katie moved far from him in loathing, as he tries to touch her.

"Super Kevin. Am your past. My mother kicked the bucket and this is the thing that I need to manage. I returned home so you could comfort me and now am in your past. What has she accomplished for you Kevin, what? Did she take you in when nobody else did, did she take for you when you don't had anything to eat. Has she ever dumped anybody for you? Hun let me know Kevin let me know. I did all these for you Kevin, and I will do it once more." Tommy deplored.

Katie waved a taxi, and it halted. Kevin held her back.

"It would be ideal if you Katie, please. You know am a changed man, you said it yourself. Kindly don't take off.

"Don't you set out touch me. You lying, imagining, coldhearted animal. You deceived the Reverend and the entire church just to get stuff from them, and put on a show to love me to make sure you could get a music bargain? You sicken me. Farewell Kevin." She let him know in the midst of perpetual tears. She pulled her hand off his and entered the taxi, closing the entryway boisterously as Kelvin tries to tail her.

"Katie if you don't mind Am so sad. I would prefer not to lose you please." He shouts as the Taxi zoomed off.

Kevin disregards the valet as he tries to give him his auto key's, overlooks Tommy and Jamie as they shouted to him, and continued strolling towards the bustling street. How is he going to live without Katie? What is he assume to manage without her wonderful grin, or her enrapturing voice. How is he assume to stay rational without conversing with her. He continued strolling, not feeling anything with the exception of the torment that wounds his heart like a thousand blades. Doesn't God care what transpires, doesn't HE know without Katie he can't make the music that He said can change life's for Him. He strolls on into the inverse activity, he heard individuals shouting notices to him, and could have sworn he heard his dead mother's voice shouting to him softly.But he couldn't have cared less. In what capacity would he be able to live without her, in what capacity would he be able to try and inhale without her. He ponders as the memory of the great times he had with Katie continued experiencing his head. He continued strolling into the center of the movement, `and out of the blue he was blinded by the solid light emission approaching vehicle, making him to shield his eyes. He disregards it and continued strolling towards the auto, as spectators shouted in fear and the horn of the autos around him blastd in notice. As he strolls towards the approaching auto, he knew this must be the means by which Jesus felt, ON THAT DAY WHEN THE COST OF LOVE WAS LIFE. Knowing he was going to pass on, however not surrendering on the grounds that he knew he will color for the ones he adores. Right then the acknowledgment hits him, Jesus said at last that it was done. Since he has taken our agony away, so when there is life there is trust. Which implies on the off chance that he lives regardless he have any desire for winning Katie back. In any case, he must be alive first. Right then the shouts and the auto horns had meaning. Be that as it may, would he say he is past the point of no return or is his affection for Katie going to cost him his life? He ponders as the auto surrounded him.